Ripping Me Apart.

Hey there.
Remember me?
Your best friend?
Or so I thought.
You were my number one, why couldn’t I be yours?
I’ve been there for you through every little thing.
I know I’m more fragile, I know I’m hard to deal with.
Did you know if you just listened for just a second I would have been okay?
Instead you had to toss me aside every time
When I’m falling down you’d just shrug, give me a look and make me feel ashamed.
Boy, I really thought I could trust you.
I’m not your puppet.
And I won’t play your games.
Funny that everything you have now is because of me
You’d still be trapped with the devils, no, one of them.
I changed you, I made you better.
Gave you everything I had, I want it back.
Now you won’t even speak to me
I made a choice, my choice.
I vowed to never go back on my word.
And, oh I won’t.
Now that I’ve got everything I need
You’re just dragging me down.
Some, who think I’m amazing,
You, who thinks I’m disgusting,
But still.
I don’t know what to do.
I promised I wouldn’t cry
But I can’t take this anymore.
I need an answer
And oh god.
I need it right now.