Taken Advantage

a head full of lies and betrayal,
the word STOP slips from my lips,
he's finally come out from his shell,
he's yanking my underwear from my hips,

i screamed for him to stop but no,
they hold me down like a beast,
as if it is a careless, beautiful show,
my pain and humiliation a drawling feast,

my eye sight a haze of emotions,
rough thoughts scatter my brain,
lost, in a sickened gasp, all devotion,
i can feel my soul start to drain,

love poured from my throbbing heart,
i drowned in it's useless thump,
and it hurt like the point of a dart,
i can feel the adrenalin start to pump,

alcohol swamped all my sane thoughts,
making me vulnerable to what they did,
a nightmare easily taken to court,
but to save their sentence i conducted a fib,

horror is like black silk around my throat,
eyes dried and blind from loss of tears,
i hope you might see what i wrote,
because for ever I'll hold this burden of fears.