Higher!

As I breathe the air in,
I become high.
High on life.
The world surrounding me, spins uncontrollably.

I've always thought,
This was pointless.
But I was proved wrong.
I see what's the beauty in this.

Living is a gift,
It sure may seem horrible,
And I don't want it, sometimes.
But my view has changed.

Something is different,
I don't want to wear a frown.
I wanna smile.
I wanna throw away the mask!

Nothing else matters,
I just want you to feel the way I do.
Feel the life,
Feel the air.

I'm drowning in this air,
Feeling the burn.
What is this sensation?
I cannot explain.

I love it loud!
Bring it louder!
I wanna hear it!

But,
Soon this feeling,
Will wash away.
I will not want this gift.

I will want to sink into the murky waters,
The dark forest,
And never look at the sunny skies,
And to leave forever.