Words so cold

Deep inside my thoughts,
Is where you lie.
Tearing at my heart,
Eating me alive.

Feelings of hate and Frustration,
Cause my tears to flow.
All this in which you caused,
All on your own.

Your talk of grieve and suicide,
Never following through on your word.
Talk is cheap.
To me your words are fake.

I count the hours till your departure,
Hoping never to see you again,
Hoping that you departure this world,
and leave us forever.

Making me feel worthless,
Putting me down,
Cursing....
Making me feel that I'm nothing

You have said things,
Things too hurtful to imagine.
All directed towards me......
Your own daughter.