Such Strong Words

"its better this way"

those were the last words you said to me

I cried for a long time in my own little state of depression

but I came back. people always do

I made friends, even had a boyfriend

then you came back. my whole world shattered

...broke

my happy life was a lie

it all was

you smiled at me, said you're back

things could go back to how they were

I said I hated you

you said, hate is such a strong word

...well do is love you asshole

when you asked me to take you back

I said no, I hated you

he said he loved me

Hypocrite

"but don't worry" I said

"it's better this way"