What about?

I take a deep breath,
There's no turning back,
Once I get over this,
There will be no one to hack.

The disturbing thoughts,
Of your family crying,
What about?-
There's no point in trying...

Remember the days?
When you had so much fun?
What about?-
He's the hell devil's son...

You can't go now!
You can't scream and shout
What about?-
Consciousness, GET OUT!

I tried and I tried
But it just wouldnt budge
It took on a cold tone
And started to nudge

The water's too cold
It'll go ugly red!
What about?-
What about Fred?

Stop mocking me now,
You dont have to do this,
What about?-
An answer to this?

I ignore all protests,
I ignore all called names
I grab my knife
No more crap games!

The shower turnes on,
My clothes are soaked wet
They cant stop me now.
And never, I bet

Cold metal stirkes flesh
I wince at the loud sound
There's no going back
I hold my ground.

The knife falls down
Now it's time's turn,
When they find me,
Then they will learn...

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NOTE TO READERS:

I the normal writing is the Consciouness speaking to the person, persuading them not to do what they are planning to. In italics is them replying to Consciouness, in bold is their actions