To me, you will always be..

I used to be love struck,
But I guess that's just what you did to me.
I always wanted it to be,
Now that I realize what I've gotten myself into,
I'm not so sure.
I hope it's all just a dream,
Or possibly a nightmare?
Constantly questioning is not the way to go,
You just gotta know.
Will you listen to what's real,
Or go with what the people say?
It's your choice,
you got a voice.
Right?
Unless, it is all fake,
'cause that I cannot take.
I'll take my stand,
It's my turn to shine through the dark.
See the light at the end of that tunnel?
Yeah, that's me, walking away.
I probably shouldn't have trusted you.
And do what ever you told me to.
It was all some fantasy world.
That's what I get for believing in fairy tales, though.
All was well, until that day.
Oh, all was well....
But now I'm just fucked up.
♠ ♠ ♠
oh, Joshy-boo.....
I can't believe I loved you.