possibly hiding but most likely lost or let go of

mary fled i dont know what i said cause it was fine till someone drew the line. it all happened so fast and they say all good things come then pass. how have my parents have been married for 25 years.

callums gone, another stupid thing ive done. im made of worms and snails your just the puppy tails. im sure he had a childish smile, when he would smile i would smile.he doesnt smile anymore there probably isnt a lot to smile for. he was quiet like me.

callum,sophie,alice,mary,katrina
where have you gone?
walking along the road of life
i thought they were behind me
i guess i was wrong
i keep looking back down the track
incase they turn up again
i know they wont
i loose my hope
and i loose everything

he never did speak to me, neither did i, as a kid you think you dont need to try . your always tired and your always numb it doesnt register, it doesnt mean your dumb. seeing is not believing i can see you there but your not real to me. i cant feel all my feelings cause i dont know what is real you see. if the feelings come first ill burst i need to get out of my head

sophie was there when i was young bless her she thought i was the intelligent one inocence is fun while it lasts problem is it goes too fast. torn apart and its not fair it sucks that you feel the need to straighten your hair. your vacant expression is typical of the generation.

finally alice im sad to say our minds dont work the same way. we shared everything and did everything together we refused to leave the lunch hall forever. we ate grass at my house i covered your toilet with soap we became best friends from the moment we spoke. she dressed up as lala in playgroup when we were just 3 avril lavigne was our speciallity
i miss all the people but its probably just how it was meant to be
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