My Relationship

I try not to love him
But I can't help myself
I fail to think of anyone else
This is the craziest feeling I've ever felt
But as I think about what what life has dealt
I know I have to move on to someone else
That thought alone causes my heart to tear
To leave this love that we that we have built?
Unknowingly attatching ourselves
To the point where only seperation will help
Uncontrollable feelings build and build
When you leave me,
Will you or I ever heal?