The Worlds I Live In

I'm in a world of suffocation

In a world of lost souls

Where everybody has no meaning

And meaning its self has no meaning

I live in a world full of hate

That everyone you know hates you

They don't care about you

I live in a world of lies

Every word that comes out is hurtful

In a world of cheating

That the love one you love with all your being is stabbing you in your heart

I live in a world of meaninglessness

A world where you don't understand yourself

I live in all those worlds and why can't I bring myself to stop them?

I can ,but what is stopping me?

Myself ,or maybe just the hope of finding true love.