911

Begging you still
You won't answer me
I'm scared and running, still trying to get to you.

Please don't leave me.
I know I said I couldn't be with you, but I didn't mean it baby.
Please don't leave me.
I need you here with me.

Running, as fast as I possibly can.
Please don't leave me baby.
My breaths grow shorter as my panic shoots higher still.
I silently beg you not to leave.
Hoping I'm not too late, I finally reach your street.

Spinning in circles, trying to remember.
"Please hold on, please.."
Running up your steps, stumbling to the door, eyes alight with fear.
Tears streaming down my face, blurring my vision.
The door creaks,
a shiver runs down my spine.
Bang! Bang!

Blood pools as I hold you in my arms.
"Please don't go. I do love you, please don't leave me here alone..."
Burrying my face against your cold, bloodied neck, I scream.
Agony fills me.
My will to live leaves me.
"I do love you baby. I'll be with you soon."

My still beating heart rests against yours.
Your oh, so still heart.
The barrel touches my temple.
"I'm sorry baby, I tried..."
The sickening report of the gun rings.
All goes black...
♠ ♠ ♠
This was a nightmare I had after almost losing someone I loved. One of the only people I love. But I didn't. It's depressing but it really says a lot about me...sorta.