My First Love

My first love is amazing.
He's sweet and loving and tells me I'm beautiful,
He doesn't care what I look like.
He doesn't care that I'm sobbing, my make up is running.
He doesn't see me for what I look like, only who I am.

You get worried about me when I'm sick,
Even when I'm just sniffling.
After about a week of dating, I got sick for 2 months.
I knew I had to tell you, but it was hard,
I couldn't even talk about it because I could hardly stand without getting sick.

But you took my hand and told me hat everything would be okay,
And that you would be there every step of the way.
He gets worried when my friends joke about my health.
He tells me I ave to go to the doctors when I don't see why I should.
He worries about me, even though he doesn't have to.

He holds my hand when I sad and lonely.
Tells me that I'm amazing.
And with the up- coming summer, he'll be gone.
Gone to his dad's to work, all summer.
I won't see him.

But when he asked what we were going to do about the summer.
I was scared.
I thought I would lose you.
Then, you told me that you weren't going anywhere really.
That you didn't want to lose me because I was the best thing that ever happened to you.

I see you and I smile.
I hear your voice and I get butterflies.
I hear your name being mentioned and my mood lighten.
You tell me I'm the best thing that ever happened to you.
But you don't know how much of a blessing you are to me.

How much I think about you.
How much I thank god for bringing you into my life.
How much you make me smile and laugh.
How happy you make me.
You truly are the best thing that has ever happened to me.

It's only been 3 months,
But James,
I think I may be falling head over heals for you. ♥