Stragety Efficent Effective

I was never loved, but at least I was never scared.
Had it not been for you, I would've never feared.
I would've never seen the stars crossed in seams,
And all the space that love leaves in between.

We are the silence in a noisy room.
The end of the beginning, we came too soon.
Fell from our platform high above the room.
Broke into pieces of a catatonic boom.

Remember those thoughts you had, when you knew me?
Now you think no more.
But I remember.

I was never here, but at least I was never there.
The bad side exposes itself and leaves itself there.
No! I don't want to hear it.
I honestly don't care.
There's only so much emotion one little girl can take.
And you're not on my repertoire, you're dumb and you're fake.

You don't remember a thing I ever said to you.
That's fine. It really is.
I don't remember you, too.