pain

the pain within me burns
like a never ending fire
making me remember
my past mistakes
which will never fade away
or be repeated
for the pain tells me and reminds me
so that i will never go that way
the never ending fire
burns
and i cry out but it does not good
for my pain no one gets
for I'm alone
in a deep dark whole
with no return
i wait for the a small hope of light
for anything or anyone
to come and tell me you are not alone
but as i wait darkness consumes my heart
till than
my heart and myself
will be an empty shell
till than when two pair of hands save me
i will wait till than
.........................................i just hope that by than darkness had already consume me