Dear Dad

Why do I upset you, dad?
What bothers you the most?
Any attempt i've made at being a better daugghter for you
wasn't a good one, not even close.

What can I do to be good enough?
It's all I want to know.
When I ask, you don't tell me.
I'm tired, and sorry to say, I'm giving up though.

But why should I lie to myself?
I do care if you don't love me or not.
All the girls at school have a loving father..
I useeddd to have one, at least I thought..

But I don't trust you anymore.
Our family doesn't have that "family feeling",
where everyone supports everyone,
and accepts them for who they are.

Since you can't accept me,
I ask myself, "what am i to do?"
I would do something, trust me.
Almost anything, If only I knew.