Christmas Eve

If you can't say anything nice,
And you can't hold it under your angry breath
Why don't you leave our family?
Or sentence me to death.

Because oddly enough, that's exactly how i feel.
I feel soo absolutely worthless.
It's so insane, I feel like dying...

Just for one hour of silence...
A silence without you..or anyone near.
A chunk of time where it's silent enough...
So silent i can hear my own fear.

So Merry fucking Christmas to you too!
Thanks for destroying my day,
With all of the shit you've put me through.
But don't regret anything you've said.
If you said it, you meant it.