Killing Inside

When I'm alone it only gets worst
The spreading of this curse
The pain I feel is all so very real
I'm trapped in this repeated nightmare
I hope and pray that it will soon end
But it always begin over and over again
This depression I got won't go away
It makes itself clear to me it's here to stay
Its driving me crazy
Who I used to be is getting hazy
I'm burning entirely
With this extremely negative anxiety
I don't have a positive way to put my emotions to
They're stuck to me like editable glue
It's just me, myself, and I
Killing inside.
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I wrote this with a lot of pain inside. It helped a little but I just wanted to get this out.