What if?

What if I never met you?
I might not have this emptiness in my heart.
What if you followed the rules?
I would be able to do so much more.
What if you never did what you did?
I would not have to worry anymore.
Why did you do what you did?
When I look at myself
In the mirror
All I see is what you did to me
I wish I could change who you are
Because that would also change me