I Will

My judgment failed,
along with many other things.
I prayed to be forgiven for my sin,
but I kept doing it again.
I told myself that nobody's perfect,
as I sit there wishing I had never broke up with the ones up above.
Then it stopped the pain was under control,
and I was on the right road.
For almost a year,
then I went back to the fear.
I tell myself it will only be that once,
and I pray for the help so I can keep this promise.
I will win this war,
the devil won't get to me on this road.
With God in my heart,
and my family holding my hands.
I will not fight my way through this life.