Confusion

Darkness surrounds me
Choking me suffocating me
I can’t breathe
I’m so afraid as it cuts me off from the outside world
All the time you were there watching me
You let me die thinking I was alone
You are the reason
You are the darkness in my heart
Slowly driving me into insanity
‘’Love lost,’’ you mutter walking away
I’m so confused why would you leave me here to die alone
I call to you but you never turn
Rage blinded me from reality
Now here I sit filled with regret
Your limp form in my arms
You never killed me I killed you
So here I stand at the top of the tallest building
Looking down at the end of my life
I take my last breath close my eyes and let myself fall
The end is near I mutter to myself
I open my eyes in time to see your tear stained face
The impact kills me instantly
You never killed me I killed you
I left you to the darkness
Slowly but surely the same will be your fate