Momentous

This feel of utter despair deepens upon this fragile heart.

It feels as if my body has been ripped apart.

I have little time to critique between my right and wrongs.

There is nothing left to this heart, now that each pieces has been divided and carelessly thrown away.

Even through my mindless tests and analyzing, I now see it was because of my indecisiveness that brought such grief to you and me.

I cant begin to apologize for the things I’ve done. I cant waste another day with all these stupid thoughts swarming in my brain.

I spoke of love, protection, and saving.

I am truly the biggest hypocrite of them all.

This sorrow and hate, did I create this pain?

I scream out with all that I am today.

Such a beautiful thing I’ve thrown idly away.

I break away from this reality as I further my swim into this despair and pain.

I hit these four walls that create my cage.

I tried to prove that I’m not like them and that there are better ways to live in such a day and age.

I know there is nothing left to say to change the way of you heart,

But if I don’t say these last few words, my life will be incomplete.

Here I am dreaming of all my friends beside me.

All those heart pieces joined to create a whole.