painful life

Life gose on even when you think
it won't.
You want to help me but
you can't.
I think negtive thought about this
hateful life.
I'm going to end my painful life
to night.
People tell me im loud or they don't
want to be around me.
little do they know what i hid so i put
on a act.
i hide behind a mask so no one can
see the real me.
so when it come down to it they can't
hurt me in the end.
so im going to end my painful life
to night.