Can't Hate You

My heart feels like it is missing something
And it is
What it is missing is you.

You left me here to cry myself to sleep
You left me here to listen the hateful words
With no defense.

You abandoned me when I needed you the most
Watching you walk away left me heart broken
And hateful

But no matter how hard I try I can not hate you
Only myself
Because I let you leave me

I can not hate you even though you left with
Nothing but a broken heart and sad memories
But I still can’t hate you

Only myself because I was not strong enough
To fight for you
To stop you from leaving me

You were my strength and my light
Now that you are gone so is my light
I am forever in the dark