John

hes the fucking reason for all of this, all my life just the same story "I'm leaving, I'm leaving"
he said it again and again but never made words into action.
screaming and yelling
side effects my include crying and bleeding, but who cares? you'll die alone anyway.
he claims he had one too many that night and thats why he threw the fucking table in our faces
he says if i don't forgive him its ok because he'll die soon anyway
he says he works and pays the bills so its alright for him to keep us in fear of him and have his way with her while she sleeps
its all just to keep her around, to keep us around
love?
no such thing
hes a fucking coward who wants to feel big and powerful.
"i love your mother very much" he says to me, i know the fucking truth so don't fuck with me.
you sit there and tell me that i made you want to commit suicide, well sorry but you don't say that to a kid you've been abusing their whole life.