I could have stopped it, I know I could have stopped it
Why do you touch me there?
Why do you look like your power hungry when you take me into my room.
Why do you look afraid when you hear mom calling you in my room.
Why did you make me do that, I don't like the taste and now my throat hurts because of it. Why did you make me do, why does it feel wrong when your in the same room with me.
Why did you run your finger on me when you were showing me how to drive the lawnmower.
Why do you make me feel like a whore. When I am older I will never forget this and I will never forgive this, you know you will do this to more girls(which happened).
Why do people talk about this in your family then they stop talking about it and act like it never happened. How could people treat me like this, how could anyone does this. How do people pretend it never happened and leave me alone with him in our house. How could I let this happen to me, it was my fault for letting him do that to me, if I had told someone sooner then it would have stopped and I would be happy and not think of killing myself when I wake up in the morning.
Don't touch me there!
When I look at people I can see the bad in them, and if I listen to music I can hear everything that they have done with women, not bad but it still makes me feel like I have to be that whore again to get them to like me.
I should just go in the other room and kill him and myself.
Why do you look like your power hungry when you take me into my room.
Why do you look afraid when you hear mom calling you in my room.
Why did you make me do that, I don't like the taste and now my throat hurts because of it. Why did you make me do, why does it feel wrong when your in the same room with me.
Why did you run your finger on me when you were showing me how to drive the lawnmower.
Why do you make me feel like a whore. When I am older I will never forget this and I will never forgive this, you know you will do this to more girls(which happened).
Why do people talk about this in your family then they stop talking about it and act like it never happened. How could people treat me like this, how could anyone does this. How do people pretend it never happened and leave me alone with him in our house. How could I let this happen to me, it was my fault for letting him do that to me, if I had told someone sooner then it would have stopped and I would be happy and not think of killing myself when I wake up in the morning.
Don't touch me there!
When I look at people I can see the bad in them, and if I listen to music I can hear everything that they have done with women, not bad but it still makes me feel like I have to be that whore again to get them to like me.
I should just go in the other room and kill him and myself.
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This is about something happen that me when I was a lot younger and I have still not moved on and still think about from time to time, and I can always see the bad in everyone I talk to, and I know the one time I stop doing that, then they will hurt me again, I still live with the man who did this because he is only 20 and this happened when I was 7 and he was 12. He is my own brother, If you want to talk to me about something like this, I will always listen because when people stop, nothing gets done to stop pain