my secret world

from blue to gray it turned,
as i walk a long narrow path and obsticals in my way,
to an unknown place,
could be near or far i dont know untill i get there,
as i go along people look but i look down and imagine they arnt there,
if i cant see them they cant see me,
i think of what i feel for people and how they see me,
will they like me for who i am?
i wont know unless i ask.
my heart beats fast as they are all i think of now,
why are they in my head?
why am i worrying over this,
if people dont like me for who i am they should just leave me alone!
i am who i am im not going to change for no one,
but people that are in my mind are there because i care for them right?
if not i dont know why they deserve to be on my mind,
but there must be a reason,
a reason i may never know,
as my mind becomes more clearer now,
going over and over things in my mind,
i can now see my destination a place longing for me,
a place so undescribeable,
only i know what happens and what goes on there,
if you knew it would mean nothing and everything about me will be reveald,
then what would be the point in life for me,
would i got put down for who i really am
would YOU put me down for who i really am....