Waiting

I told you how I feel,
You need to understand those feelings are real.
Those same feelings haven’t changed,
Just like cavemen were always deranged.
Friends is all you wanted to be,
I know you’d hate to be seen with me.
You text me and I smile,
It makes me feel better for a little while.
But then you start to talk about her,
And I know she’s the one you prefer.
Two years I’ve waited,
And we still haven’t dated.
I know I’m not good enough for you,
And I know you know that too.
So pick those girls,
With all their perfect curls.
I only want for you what’s best,
So I try not to be a pest.
You still haven’t realized I am here,
Even after I did cheer.
I’ll never be what you want,
The beautiful goddess you’ll want to flaunt.
You apologize for calling me a whore,
Boy, if you knew what happened behind that door.
I scream and cry,
You probably wish I would die.
Now we are both starting to change,
Maybe we are even becoming a little less strange.
Love takes a mysterious course,
One I know I cannot force.