"Broken Hearted Lullaby"

I kissed your soft, sweet lips
It was such picturesque perfection
You placed your hands on my hips
While you tried to avoid detection
I ain’t your Audrey Hepburn, Mr. James Dean
Just tell me one thing before I go
I’m not trying to cause a scene
But did you mean anything you said to me past “hello”?

Fuck what you said
And the lies you led

This is my broken hearted lullaby
But you’ll never see me cry
With pain in my heart and pen in hand
I’m running away from this Fantasyland

Love is just a game
I thought your words were true
But I’ll take all the blame
The blame for trusting and loving you
These scars will fade away
Tomorrow or another day, maybe
No, not today
But be sure that I’ll get over you, Baby

Fuck what you said
And the lies you led

This is my broken hearted lullaby
But you’ll never see me cry
With pain in my heart and pen in hand
I’m running away from this Fantasyland

You tried to make my heart bleed
Well, you’ll never succeed
Yeah, it hurts like hell
But I won’t let you bring me down
No, I’ll never allow myself to drown

Fuck what you said
And the lies you led

This is my broken hearted lullaby
But you’ll never see me cry
(Never see me cry)
With pain in my heart and pen in hand
I’m running away from this Fantasyland.
(Away from this Fantasyland)

You really fucking crossed a line
But you know what?
I’ll be just fine…
♠ ♠ ♠
I wrote this for my ex (cliche, I know). It's about me moving on and not living in the world that I made up in my head that told me he was 'the one'. He'll never see it, but I still needed to get it out, and this is what my anger and pain produced. I was thinking about showing this to my band, but I don't know if it's good enough. What do you guys think? Also, if you have any suggestions for the type of music that might go well with this, that'd be greatly appreciated too.