As It Ends

It's a permanent solution to temporary problems
Problems that won't go away
They terrorize my dreams
The dreams turn to nightmares quickly
Nothing helps to get rid of the feeling
The feeling of terror
The terror that i can't take this anymore
That i could cause myself pain
But i know i can end everything
End everything forever
But i imagine what could happen
To the people i love
Who would care
And who wouldn't give a shit.

I sit there
Alone in the dark thinking that
Thinking that
Could my problem get worse
But no
As the saying says
"Once you hit rock bottom the only way to go is up,"
But no
I plunge farther into the darkness
As it ends