But That'll Never Happen

There are so many things in my life
That I want to black out
Say I'm sorry and move along
But That'll never happen

You don't know and I'll never tell you
Coming clean will be the death of me
In a win-win situation I always lose
It'd be nice to know what it's like to be free

I love you, you know that
But you'll never understand what's going on in my mind
Misey, death, despair and god knows what
So fuck off, cause I'm the black hole of mankind

It'd be nice
To know who I am
To say I made the right choice
But that'll never happen.