She

she has so much angry and sorrow built up inside she could tear down an amry.
she blairs the same songs through her ears to calm herself but the pain is still there.
she is alone even in a room full of people, shes so alone & no one knows.
she trys to keep the tears in but they still stream down her cheeks one by one.
she just wants to know why he won't come see her,& it's not any easier like everyone said it'd be.
she knows that one song gets to her but she always listens to it.
she knows so many things remind her of him, she'll always have him with her somehow.
she deserately just wants to be held close in his strong arms just once, she fears it'll never happen in her life.
she knows the reasons why most people never talk to her, but she just won't let go.
she looks up at the night sky wondering if he still thinks of her, knowing he probably does not.
she is looking for a way to find him, she just needs to know how he is. if he's like her she wants to leave and be with him.