cutting again

I let my wrists heal,
put the scissors away,
but it's become clear,
the pain is here to stay.
It's been a month,
since i last cut,
But now it's time...
this is depression at it's prime,
I get the scissors back out.
I realize,
That suicide,
isn't the answer,
so you don't have to worry,
even though i know you won't.
no one cares.