The Last Goodbye and Goodnight

Feeling sick to your stomach,
Your head goes numb,
My vision blurs,
I loose my footing,

I think the bullet made a clean shot through
My head gone dead,
My brain lost comprehension
My heart bleeds out
My eyes go empty

Marian's eyes fill heavy with tears
My regrets pile up
One by one
That trigger was so strong
I stopped the suffering

I stopped the pain
Stop the yelling
The screaming
I knew you never care
Goodnight