Untitled.

What does this mean?
I cared and was nice to you but all you did was turn your back upon me
Was I really that bad?
Did I really deserve this?
But I love you so much I can't let go
Through all thing things you've said and done
I want to trust you again
But I'm not sure
How can I trust you through all of this?
How can I ever love you again?
And yet I still do
Not sure of what to think or feel
Not sure if I want all this to be real
I once believed that you loved me too
Can’t help but wonder if you do
Tell me if it's true
You’re the only one who can save me
From the horror of myself
Please save me