Drug Use Friendship

You used me
and abused me
but I was blind
I didn't want to know
your secrets
and your truths
because now it feels like you're
breaking up with me
when I should be breaking you
of this habit building
high
Instead I hid behind
a safer life
and I let you lie
and think it was alright
to throw me in the fire
while you're head is in the clouds
The choice was yours to make
(but you made the wrong choice)
and I only hope you
live
long enough
to regret it