I'm Not Sure

I don’t know how to put this
Im sure what to say.
I cant seem to look at you,
Without my mind going blank.

I don’t get this,
And I really don’t get you,
I don’t get how you,
Can feel this way,
I don’t get what you see.

Im not sure how to write this,
I keep going back over.
And im not sure if ill let you read this,
Since these are my inner thoughts.

They all want to get me,
They all want to understand,
But how can you understand someone
Who doesn't even understand their self?