Everlasting

I have this gift,
this gift of music.
You gave it to me, but,
I have no idea how to use it.
You gave me a voice,
a voice to praise,
But I don't know how to use it.
and all it says is,
"I can't do this anymore,
I can't hold onto this life that's
almost out the door..."
I hate this, I hate that I can't hear you.
All of this world is tearing a huge rip
into my heart and into my soul.
Whoever knew this was just a game?!
I know it's not, but that's what You make it seem.
It's just give and take,
love and hate, over and over again.
But, I do know one thing I will never lose,
Your everlasting love...