The Feeling

I hate the feeling
the feeling of it inside of you
the feeling of you being fine and then remembering it,
and feeling your stomach drop all over again
and thinking, why me?
and when it gets worse.
all you want to do is hurt yourself
hit something
break something with your own hands
but you wont, cus you dont think you can.

Im sick of feeling like I'm not good enough
im ssick of running my mouth, acting like I'm gonna hit someone.
its not like I'll do anything, cause I'm not tough.
But I hate that if I do one little thing, I'll get hit
but if someone they know, they cant fight does something
they dont care, they'll go on in life
picking the weakest to kill.
I hate that .