Blindly Bleeding

I can't find my way
I'm going blind
I keep running into all these walls
How long until I fall?
Desperation and depression
I can't go a day without expression
I'm afraid of everything around me
Because I don't want to end up alone
Where did the days go when I could depend on you?
I'm wading away from the shore
I feel the cold water down to the bond
The ocean is red from the veins cut through
But where are you?