Thank You

So frustrated, I can barely move; tears are threatening to spill, breaking down the barrier I have so frantically built.
The greatest day of my life, you were the reason. Now the worst day of my life, and you are still the reason.
What is the benefit of love? All it does is tear me apart while you sit on the sidelines, watching and tearing my heart into smaller pieces.
I knew it was going to be a problem, falling for you like I did, but I gave you a chance. I thought that you were going to be different.
I have a lot of patience, but you have found my weakness and exploited it, breaking me down into a shell of what I used to be.
You have ruined it for me, the second one who has, and now I must wait once more for my heart to piece itself back together again.