For The Doorstep Baby

I'm sorry I don't get to see you grow up
I'm sorry the only way you'll know me is through my apology

I'm sorry that I was too scared
I'm sorry its so cold

I'm sorry that I won't know you GCSE's results
or what college you go to
In my mind I see you at Oxford or Cambridge
and then solving word hunger

I'm sorry you where born into a hate filled world
But I will never be sorry I had you

I'm sorry I only got you for a few short days
I'm sorry I have to leave

I'm sorry its dark and noisy out here
I'm sorry you can't see the stars

I'm sorry I won't know you life story
I'm sorry I will never know ours

I'm sorry I can't promise to find you
I'm sorry I'm leaving you behind

I'm sorry this sorry is so long
But I can't bare to leave your side

I'm sorry I don't love you Dad
I'm sorry I will never kiss you goodnight

I'm sorry I am about to cry
I have to go now sweetheart
Just remember I love you so much
My face will fade from your memory
But your face is etched on my heart