Undeciding Love

I always thought
You were meant for me,
All the attention you bought,
Wasn't to get me

When I think of you,
I want us to be friends,
I think I might love you
Until the end.

All the pain you caused
Made a Best Friend lie to me,
Making my life Flawed,
Maybe you should just KILL ME

My heart is broken,
I love Dimtri too
It's hard not being chosen
Cause neither of you love me
TRUE!

You must love my killing
And watching from above
Undeciding, Unforgiving
LOVE!