It hurts

I see him everywhere
he's in my dreams.
But yet when I need him the most
he lets me down.
I ask him something
and he goes in the opposite direction.
He's hot
He's cold
and when I want and need him to say I love you the most
he won't cause it isn't him
It hurts when he says the thing i want him to say to me to another girl.
It hurts and I want it to go away.
I need the pain to go away.
Will it go away?
No. I know better.
As long as he lives it won't go away.
I must bear it.
But it still hurts