My little Friend

Oh how I love this feeling.
It never gets old.
and it always satisfies.
The feel of the cool razor across my skin is so inviting.
my skin is begging to be cutt.
so I do.
It slices through my skin and my blood flows out,,
so do my feelings.
Nothing could make me happier.
Its so nice.
One more time, deeper, deeper.
thats it.
I focus on the pain to get me through my dark haze.
Feelings of loniness, rejection, insecurity, and failure all gone.
At least for now.
But when they come back ill reach for my little friend.