Demanding Respect

Her face blank stone and cold
love joy and happiness could never hold
it always left her feeling empty
never ending lonelyness for eternity
she just wants some kind of life
something whole complete to and the strive
before it all becomes too late
and the doors close locking the gate
I feel like im trapped in this situation
locked behind these walls of incarceration
why couldnt you keep fighting
this pain strikes hard and quicks like lightening
your absence has left me so low
was it the guild or pain you couldnt hold
you lost all your respect from me
the moment i stared to believe
in my own gut instinct honesty
♠ ♠ ♠
some scattered thoughts put together