Missin' you

I lay here curled towards the wall,
tears slowly falling down my cheeks.
A computer hugged to me,
because I'm scared to turn over and see where you used to be.

My body trembles slightly,
the physical signs that I miss you.
The things people don't see,
me screaming on the inside for your touch.

My eyes looking everywhere for you.
My hands searching in the sheets for you.
My head reels knowing you aren't beside me.
I don't even remember I need to eat.

I'm not myself when you are away,
the distance between us kills me slowly.
You are my other half,
without you, don't you get it?
I'm not complete.

I've found my soul mate.
My other half.
My piece of heaven.
Now baby, come home. Come back to me.
Don't you see just how much I need you here with me?