Break

As I wallow in my sadness
I walk through this madness
This madness that is my life

Unscathed, not scarred, all is well
Somethings amiss
This is a lie

Beaten, bruised, burned by the path
One of which I chose to walk
Dare I forgive myself for such treachery?

Seeking love and addicted to hate
My heroin of choice is pain
Rehab doesn't exist for this

Fighting this battle
Losing my faith
I still stand back on my feet

"Why keep going?"
Love is too important to dismiss
"You have no heart to break."

Hypocritical and so predictable
Death is the obvious future
Sweet embrace, come take me away

This love and this hate
How do I appreciate it?
I live for this shit

Face in the dirt
Breathing in fumes
God allows such torture?

Pray to him, you pray for nothing
Life is hell
Love is hell on Earth

Break my spirit
Break my stride
Break my heart

You're not the first to do so