He called me again yesterday, but I still haven't picked up. I still haven't talked to him and it's been nine months.

At one point

I hate him

But at one point

I love him

At one point

I wish we were friends

And then

I wish we'd never met

At one point

I wanted to laugh

And at one point

I wanted to cry

When you smiled

My heart raced

And when you cried

My heart died

We once perfect

Me and you

I loved you

And you loved me

I wish I could forget

And leave the past

In the past

But I keep looking back