Breaking Mirrors like you Broke my Heart (You Just Don't Wanna See Yourself Anymore)

"So, you lied to me again?" I ask, already knowing the answer.

You look at me, "N-no! That isn't it!"

"So you're trying to tell me that what you said was true?"

You're playing with your fingers, avoiding my eyes. You know the second I see your eyes, it's all over, "Well, no..."

I'm growing tired of your games, "So you did lie?"

You nod. I sigh and stare at you until you meet my eyes. There is so much emotion passed, you feel like you're going to pass out. I need you to understand I need you, but I can't trust you anymore. I need you to understand how I've loved you, but you so clearly never felt the same.

How could you feel the same, the way you're lying to me?

"What are you going to do?" you ask. You sound so nervous, almost as though I'd physically harmed you. I would never, and if you knew me like you said you did, like I'd tried to get you too, you'd know that. You'd know I've always loved you, and I'd never, ever touch you like that.

Apparently, the lying goes back farther than I'd assumed.

"I'm going to do nothing. I love you. You lied when you told me you felt the same. You lied when you said you'd never lie to me again. Goodbye, J. I hope you realize what this means."

I walk out. I can't handle your presence when all you are to me is another heartbreak. Who am I kidding, you'll always be the most important thing. When you see me staring at school, it's me trying to convey to you my love for you still burns. I don't think you get it. I don't think you ever will.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, right?