Our Happy Ending

I don't even remember
How everything went down
One moment you're right here,
The next, you're not around

It's too late for saying sorry
The baggage is too much to bear,
I don't know if you think about me
Or if you even care

I couldn't possibly say that I miss you
Simply because of my pride
Can't let people know I'm vulnerable
Without you by my side.

So I mask it all in bitterness
And tell you loud and clear
Just how much I hate your guts
Though I'm in constant fear

Fear that people will know
Just how much I miss you
Fear that you won't even buy it
When I'm constanly saying "Fuck you."

Fear we'll never be friends again
Fear that I lost you for good
That this time I screwed up big time
And can't talk to you like I should

So I guess this is how things are
Being blind, bitter, and pretending
I'm afraid I've lost you this time for real
There goes our happy ending.