Our Happy Ending
I don't even remember
How everything went down
One moment you're right here,
The next, you're not around
It's too late for saying sorry
The baggage is too much to bear,
I don't know if you think about me
Or if you even care
I couldn't possibly say that I miss you
Simply because of my pride
Can't let people know I'm vulnerable
Without you by my side.
So I mask it all in bitterness
And tell you loud and clear
Just how much I hate your guts
Though I'm in constant fear
Fear that people will know
Just how much I miss you
Fear that you won't even buy it
When I'm constanly saying "Fuck you."
Fear we'll never be friends again
Fear that I lost you for good
That this time I screwed up big time
And can't talk to you like I should
So I guess this is how things are
Being blind, bitter, and pretending
I'm afraid I've lost you this time for real
There goes our happy ending.
How everything went down
One moment you're right here,
The next, you're not around
It's too late for saying sorry
The baggage is too much to bear,
I don't know if you think about me
Or if you even care
I couldn't possibly say that I miss you
Simply because of my pride
Can't let people know I'm vulnerable
Without you by my side.
So I mask it all in bitterness
And tell you loud and clear
Just how much I hate your guts
Though I'm in constant fear
Fear that people will know
Just how much I miss you
Fear that you won't even buy it
When I'm constanly saying "Fuck you."
Fear we'll never be friends again
Fear that I lost you for good
That this time I screwed up big time
And can't talk to you like I should
So I guess this is how things are
Being blind, bitter, and pretending
I'm afraid I've lost you this time for real
There goes our happy ending.